31 Strange Things and Jealousy 4
But, I thought I forgot something important. What was it?
A flash of familiar face came in my mind and I stiffened as I noticed whose face that was. Senior Rizal.
"Aren't you hungry?" Tom asked, startled me from my dozing off. I sat on my bed, deciding to ignore the guilt I felt inside.
"I am…" I mumbled softly.
"Then, get up. Take a bath and eat before you get sick. I want to get out for a while." He said.
Tom had just wanted to float away when I called him in panic. "Where will you go?"
He stopped and stared at me. Then, he smiled. He approached me again and kissed me on my forehead. "I just want to go downstairs, to visit mom." He said gently.
"Don't go…" I whined at him unconsciously. I really did that. I didn't know why, but I didn't want to be separated from him for now.
He stared at me, probably found it adorable and amusing that I didn't act like I usually did. I realized it, of course, but I couldn't control it.
"You still want to bathe, right? That's why I'll go downstairs while you're taking a bath." He said again, still gently.
I shook my head again, this time harder than I ever did before. "Don't go…" I whined again, slightly begging him to stay.
A mischievous smile appeared on his face. "Alright, but you have to allow me to get into the bathroom with you." He said.
I supposed to reject the offering, but I didn't know why, I said the opposite. "Whatever, as long as you're still here with me." I said, but I winced inwardly.
It seemed I was not the only one who winced inwardly, but also Tom. He stared at me in disbelief, as if what I said to him was all joking.
"Are you sure?" He asked me again.
I nodded slowly. Somehow, he found it funny and he held his laughter, but his eyes couldn't hide the mischievous glint in it.
"Then, you should allow me to come into your dream tonight." He said.
Was that possible? I didn't care. "Do whatever you like." I said while nodding and blushing madly.
I didn't wait and walked into my bathroom before he changed his mind. I could feel him following me into the bathroom and I could feel the change in my heart beats.
I really was lucky that he didn't have a physical body, so I didn't have to worry about losing my virginity to him.
I tried to erase the thought that now I was in a bathroom with a male ghost. Whatever it was, he was still a male and it was such an erotic and nerve-wrecking experience I would have after this.
I stood with my back facing him. My face was still blushing. I could feel my hands rejecting to cooperate with me. I couldn't undress myself, but it was impossible for me to take a bath with my clothes still on, right?
Even with my hands slightly shook, I pulled on my t-shirt slowly. Wasn't it like doing a striptease in front of him? Ah, remembering it just making me more aware of my surrounding. I could feel him behind me and my face blushed again. Of course, I knew I could take back what I said, to say to him that he could go downstairs and to leave me alone. But, somehow I really didn't want to be separated with him. I turned and looked at him.
"What is it?" He asked calmly.
"It's embarrassing." I admitted to him softly. "Can you turn away for a while, please?"
He didn't reply, but he did it anyway. After his back was facing me, I really undressed myself. After being naked for real for the first time, I felt really insecure. I turned on the shower and stood under the steam. I didn't turn away to see him, but I could feel him staring at me.
I was flushing, I knew.
"I really want to touch you. I wish I had my body." His whisper sounded really clear in my ear. His transparent arms wrapped around my waist and as if rubbing on my stomach. The coldness tickled me and made me shivered. I could imagine how it felt like if it was his real hands rubbing on me.
"Should I possess Rizal so I can touch you?" He asked. I didn't know if that was a joke or anything, but I didn't like it, so I glared at him.
"Don't do that…." I hissed at him.
He smiled. "Hurry up." He said and walked back to his place, in the corner of the bathroom, staring at me again.
I did as he said, hurried up. After taking a bath, I dressed up, of course Tom was still watching all my movements. Then, I had lunch, or probably dinner. I didn't know. After that, I did my homework. It really took my time.
At 8 pm, I thought I tired myself out, so I pushed away all my homework and lied down on my bed. As usual, Tom lied besides me. I turned to face him and smiled at him before I closed my eyes. Slowly, I entered my dream land to fulfill my promise with Tom.
Was that even possible? I didn't know. I just had to sleep to find out, right? And, what if he really came to my dream? What would we do? Would we make love again? Not that I minded it, though. I didn't have to worry if we had to do it again and again in my dream. It was just a dream, right?
Ugh, I thought I was getting more and more pervert.